Parabellum has been an on-going project for about two years now. Despite a relatively simple design, it’s overwhelmingly complicated at times; I’m at best an amateur programmer and I’m by no means a creative director or an art director.
Progress has been relatively slow; I take long breaks, mainly due to getting overwhelmed and as a result paralysed. Despite this, I still wholeheartedly want to make Parabellum. It’s still the project I want to be working on, even two years after I started. I take that as a really good sign; if I’d gotten bored with Parabellum, I simply would’ve downed tools on it.
That being said, I feel I really need a mental reset. Right now, Parabellum is at a point where I’m figuring out the art style, and needing to author a bunch of art for the first proper level. Then, it’s debugging and polishing what’s currently there. It’s not super attractive right now. I want to make some new stuff.
So, I decided I’m going to take a short break. Maybe a fortnight, maybe a month tops. I’m going to work on a tiny 2D project, reset, and come back to Parabellum refreshed and hopefully with a new perspective. I’ve been blasting through the prototype code the past couple of days, it’s been a ton of fun. I feel really energised about development again.
Getting that “I just want to code new features” bug out of my system in an isolated project is probably way healthier than adding a bunch of jank scope creep to Parabellum. It’s no longer a break in updates than usual, just this time.. it’s intentional, not procastination.
Back in a few weeks.
-Rob














